HAPPY MAY DAY! :)

in the past week so three people have asked me if i'm excited about going and how can i bare to leave my life here behind.

Truth is, i don't know.. i don't want to.. but it's something i will have to do come september16

After travelling to so many places, you realise that there is really no place like home :) Where you do not have to face racial discrimination, religious discrimination, walk around the streets at night without having to worry about getting mugged, shopping to your hearts content because things here are so affordable, having the sun shining nearly everyday and warm weather, the food here too, so many things we take for granted here.

It'd be weird waking up knowing that breakfast greets you downstairs, someone's going to make your bed for you and tidy up your room, basically all the meals and cleaning taken care of everyday. It'd be weird not having your sisters there for you to talk to everyday, your parents being in the next room.. people who are always there for you, rain or shine. I'll miss sundays, family days.. dinners, gatherings and everything. I'll miss all my friends who are always just a phone call away, and of couse, you know i know (insidejoke) aka bestfriend in my phonebook haha. All the shopping trips, mahjong sessions, sleepovers, all the crazy things we've done.. I'll miss everyone whom i've grown up with, people whom i've been through so much with.. Sure there's always the phone, there's always email, there's always msn, but things won't be the same.

How am i going to leave all the warmth and love here and move to this cold place?

on a happier notee, i'll be meeting up with manling and grace later :)
weili and cel! we need to have a cooking session + mahjong+bridge soon too haha
and grace and i wanna have a secone outing with germ and belinda! haha so fun :P